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Huahahahaha, saya sedang ngga jelas. Antara panik, stres, kaget, seneng, dan sedih.. Huhuhu T__T Oookay, bad Maya! Never again say sumtin that would probably hurt people's feeling (intentionally)... Never again act wise-ass toward sumwan you probably didn't know too well... You know what, maybe I should learn to keep my mouth shut next time... *mood down* *scratching paper* "Torn it into half" Aaaaaargh!!! I hate those sensitive, over-mellow, and heart-broken guys... And most of all, I hate unconfident, low-self-esteem, and absolutely have no guts kind of guy. That's an exhausting case, I really should start to take cash for doing these type of consultation... Anywaaay =D frankly the comment above is just for some extreme cases, so... never mind.. *sigh* *check email* *screamin* HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Again, my lil brother is grown up already =D Good, good... now he's asking me how to melt girl's heart down? Hence, I'm asking you .... Please... some...

One of my lesson-learnt-from-my-supervisor was to THINK POSITIVE ... Either in bad times... or good times... In laugh.. or cry.. Health or sick... Wealth or unfortunate... Tend to or not... In conscience nor unconscience... ... sounds cheesy, isn't it? ... Well, it did proved soundly when I propose my internship report delay to You-Know-Who... and yeah, I didn't have to re-internship all over again... hmm...

So, after what we would all called an eternal bliss of laziness and denial for having such internship assignment.. last Wednesday I came back to the office in order to pay a visit call to my supervisor (and practically all people I've been working on with). I need their sign and the mark... badly! It began in awkward situation, especially in my part since I got this pretty scary client, but we manage to bring it up to 'our usual level' which is ngaco and ngakak2 ngga jelas. Duh, never thought I would miss the moment when we're having a go with Mr.Iqbal... At one moment, when all the demos and presentation already been done, when Dian rummaged about the papers to be printed, when I and Cecep practically did nothing but to stare at Dian's work, and when Adhita played with the stempel perusahaan.. Mr. Iqbal laid back on his seat, watching as Adhita keep spinning the head of the stempel... what a serious look he plastered on his face. And then he said with a calm tone, ...

Maan.. just got inspired by this site .. and considering I'm currently working on my year book project so.. hope this stuff will help =P Sorry for all the delayed work, say... KP... Paragita... I'm trying to gather both my mood n muse to finished those =D Good luck to me ^^ Dan dan... saya sedang dalam masa kangen dengan anak-anak SMP dan SMU saya.. T_T Wahai anak2 IPA 1 SMUN 1 Medan dan manusia2 III-3 St. Thomas 1 Medan.... where the heck are you guys?? Masa yaa.. kemaren abis chatting ma Obeth (damn he's a good information center) and from him I acknowledge the data (hueks) kalo ada mantan teman SMP saya yang masuk rehabilitasi narkoba T__T Duuh, padahal kalo diinget-inget... pas SMP dulu anaknya kocak gtuu.. ancur sih iya, tapi untuk sampe masuk rehab? T_T [iklan] Dulu di Medan, gue pernah ke panti rehab juga nemenin nyokap gue ngejenguk om gue... dan perlu diketahui.. panti rehab yang saya kunjungi itu adalah tempat menakutkan !!! Ada pasien yang dirantai segala T__T Hu...

Sebenernya mulai berpikir hal beginian sejak ada usulan mencantumkan gambar penunjuk jalan sebagai cover depan Buku Angkatan Fasilkom 2002. Penunjuk jalan yang menjadi simbolisme pilihan yang akan diambil selepasnya kita dari bangku kuliah. Apakah bakal ngelanjutin S2, langsung melamar pekerjaan, atau menikah? =P Alhasil, I stumbled upon so many scholarship sites, mulai dari Erasmus Mundus, DAAD, Fulbright - AMINEF, dll... and somehow at one point I thought, "What the hell am I doing?" Oh my God, I'm not sure about my future =( I'm not sure about what kind of job I would like to do. Heck, I'm not even sure what kind of field I would pretty much enjoyed to surf in. Aaaaargh.... what have I done in the last four years in this %$%#$%&% faculty??? Back when I was just a highschool student, I was so damn sure where and what is the next step I'd like to take (ALERT: grammar confuse!!)... entah itu melanjutkan ke SMU mana and universitas mana... But then, after a...

Nyooong >_ Happy happy Christmas everybody! May this year will be filled with laughter and joy instead of some crazy assholes bombing everywhere... Wawawawawa... pengen belanja buat Natal.. Since selama 20 tahun gue hidup di dunia ini, ngga pernah ngerasain belanja khusus Christmas (-_-#) jadinya tahun ini ingin berbelanja... What exactly do I look for in this time shopping?? Well, first, gue pengen merasakan jalan2 di area perbelanjaan yang penuh dengan suasana Natal, dekorasi Natal, dan lagu-lagu natal...wawawawawa... Lebih bagus lagi kalo ada saljunya >_ And second, I dunno, I just wanna have fun, I guess =) Berhubung tahun ini (lagi-lagi) ngga bisa balik, sigh, akhirnya saya terpaksa menghibur diri dengan coklat, nastar dan baju baru, wakakakaka... And so this is Christmas... And what have you done? Another year over A new one just begun...

Lagi pengen ngebakar lagu2 ke VCD, and I'm pretty much confused about what exactly will I put on that one CD.. I'm planning to give it to my beloved cousin =D So far it's up to 170 MB and ... err... after I put those Harry Potter OST (both 3 and 4) and the GIE OST, it's still spare an empty space.. -sigh- The Chronicles of Narnia Fine, fine, lemme just list the bad things about this movie... Some scenes are just too obvious showing that the background is a fake one Special effect is not as good as LOTR or HP --> according to my humble opinion though But, despite the major failures mentioned aboved, I think Narnia is a pretty heart-warming movie, ESPECIALLY if you didn't read the Book at the first place (thank God I didn't). I liked the ending, it somehow filled me up with excitement seeing the four of them being grown up after all these years =D and then it turned out that... Yeah, well, I'm looking forward for the next movie of Narnia, then.