Part 1: She Knows He Knows

He touched her finger that was still pointed at his chest, "Still manage to scare the day out of me, I see." She smiled. Too sweetly. "Are you trying to get us killed? Not a good day to die, you say?".

How To Cross Road In Margonda

Somebody should publish this kind of booklet long before I even got enrolled in University of Indonesia. Duh! 1. If there's eventually a traffic light for passerby, please DO pay attention. It's not there for decoration purpose (only).

Dream High

Once upon a time, in one particular high school, lived one particular girl student. Let's call her Suzy. Not only that she got the looks, she also had the wealth and singing talent and lots of antis. All things other girls could only imagine.

Story From Far Java

On my last visit to Jogja (seriously this city has something captivating), I happened to visit Kraton Ngayogyakarta Hadiningrat and Kraton Surakarta in one-day-trip to Solo.

Letting Go

The big question of letting go bugged my mind around these last couple of months. Some things.. are they worth to keep, or should I let them go. Think I'm pretty good of letting things go, but when inputs and comments started to coming in, I'd have to reconsider my decision.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Caught in the other realm

Eiy... abis ini semua selese, gue pengen balik ke habit lama gue ah... setelah pretty much wasted for all this time, namely utak-atik design tools, made sumtin to write, gather all the reading stuff, make friends online =P dan browsing2 deviantart, godote, dan so others....

God, how I miss my old self..

Kyo - Derniére Danse
J'ai longtemps parcouru son corps
Effleuré cent fois son visage
J'ai trouvé de l'or
Et même quelques étoiles
En essuyant ses larmes
J'ai appris par coeur
La pureté de ses formes
Parfois, je les dessine encore
Elle fait partie de moi

Je veux juste une derniére danse
Avant l'ombre et l'indifférence
Un vertige puis le silence
Je veux juste une derniére danse

Je l'ai connue trop tôt
Mais c'est pas d'ma faute
La fléche a traversé ma peau
C'est une douleur qui se garde
Qui fait plus de bien que de mal
Mais je connais l'histoire
Il est déjà trop tard
Dans son regard
On peut apercevoir
Qu'elle se prépare
Au long voyage

Je peux mourir demain
Ca n'change rien
J'ai reçu de ses mains
Le bonheur ancré dans mon âme
C 'est même trop pour un seul homme
Je l'ai vue partir, sans rien dire
Il fallait seulement qu'elle respire
Merci d'avoir enchanté ma vie


This catchy song seemed work to chill out my mood for a sec while doing that blasted program hardcode... ehehehhe, trus dengerin lagu-lagu lama NKOTB... yang 'Tonight' itu lagu yang bagus, yaaa?? =D

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Babbling (again)

Sekali-kalinya gue nonton World Cup, eh malah berakhir dengan 0-0, aaah... Jepang - Kroasia yang mengecewakan T__T tapi Kawaguchi-nya sih kocak.. gue jadi inget kalo back then when I was a young and naive person, I really adored and addicted to World Cup... enak juga nonton pertandingan yang bagus... Kangen pertandingan Bayern Muenchen VS Manchester Utd lagi nii...

Trus trus, nilai-nilai dah mulai nongol kaya jerawat (._.) Bah, KM dapet B+! KP untungnya dapet A =D Trus SQA dapet A- ... hehehe, tinggal proyek film aja blum keluar... sedih jg yaa kalo dapet B (._.)

Dan dan dan... you know what, I don't think my application and interview yang lalu itu berjalan lancar =P Ah, bukan rejeki lo kali, My! Emang lain kali kudu lebih niat.. and more over, my English was gettin suck each and every day beginih... huhuhuhu...

Oh iya, pengen ganti template blog ni, abis SP selese kali yaaa... pengen nyoba CMS juga, I just a bit dizzy deciding which CMS I should use, is it wordpress/mambo/drupal ??? Whaddya think?

Betewe... napa ya belakangan ini kalo jalan ke mall suka ngantuk, even di 5 menit pertama? =(

Friday, June 16, 2006


My internship defense (is this the right term for sidang KP??) had finished sum days ago... it was ok, malah gue berasa gue hoki banget dapet tu penguji killer tapi nanyanya yah the internship process itself. THANK GOD!

One down...

Truss... my movie assignment for Multimedia Subject was handed over two days ago, a bit over the deadline but I don't really care... so...

Two down...

At first, I thought the only thing left was my SP... but then again, people made mistake, huh?? Ternyata oh ternyata... there are several things I should work out with... non-technical term 'fcourse... Aaaa, me and my bloody moody condition... darn it!

I hate it when things didn't turn out as I expected... but hey, who didn't? Cuma ya bete aja kalo kejadian beneran... astaga, gue tu jarang banget moody beginih... as far as I remember.. gue moody hanya kalo gue lagi PMS... ugh, why does it seem so freakin annoying these days? And the word 'it' refers to MANY things, so don't get your knickers in a twist, for God's sake...

I do lost so many things, don't I?



And stop annoying me with that stupid remark about my hair, my relationship, or even my attitude... It's getting on my nerves...

Thursday, June 8, 2006


Only for a short moment... since I got this 'back on-track' movement... hehehehe... soalnya dari jaman baheula I really wanted to get a job in sum magz company... and yet yesterday I got an email telling me that I might be proper for the parttime position they opened couple of days ago...

Hihihihi... wismilak on the interview... it really is a small job, considering that my part is just as their web content updater =P Tapi gue really2 excited... waaaa... my first interview... HURRAY!!!

Another news is... laporan KP gue dah dikumpul... aaaargh, sebodo teuing lah, terkutuk de tu grammar mistake and thypography review as well as unit testing (hmm... aga2 keracunan SQA begini sayah)... the point is.. KP down! Two more to go!!! Ganbatte!!

And the last thing (but not the least 'fcourse... sounds clichè) is yesterday I made up with one of my very best friend... aaaaaaaa..... a bit awkward to start all over again, but I'm pretty sure we can handle it.. JIEH! Nonetheless, yesterday was quite a happy happy moment... *cross fingers*

Friday, June 2, 2006

Hello World [2]

Aih aih, deadline KP diundur, sopan wae! Dah tiga hari bergadang kaya orang bego, dihantui kata-kata NGGA LULUS, sibuk ngecekin grammar dan ejaan yang disempurnakan (seyogyanya, acapkali, antarmuka, dll), grrr.... semoga hari ini direvisi ma PA gue dan gue akan langsung ngumpulin ke sekre! Stop the nightmare immediately!!!

And as for my other life.... sigh... kemaren bercengkerama dengan teman lama, ahahaha... pa kabar??? Lucu ajah, jadi inget masa2 gila tiap kali ketemu ni orang, hehehe... yang keluyuran di Monas tengah malem lah, yang naek tangga darurat di gedung Thamrin lah, yang ngebut ampe 120km/jam lah... sinting sinting... =D

Aduh, sepupu gue dirawat di RS ni gara2 tipus... eh tipes... eh thypoid... gmana sih penulisan ejaan yang benernya? *trauma KP* Sebenernya perlu diopname ya kalo gitu-gitu?

Betewe, tengkiu buat semua yang dah ngucapin selamat ke gue =) Didoain aja ye biar gue ngga diputusin gara2 keseringan nodong =P