Part 1: She Knows He Knows

He touched her finger that was still pointed at his chest, "Still manage to scare the day out of me, I see." She smiled. Too sweetly. "Are you trying to get us killed? Not a good day to die, you say?".

How To Cross Road In Margonda

Somebody should publish this kind of booklet long before I even got enrolled in University of Indonesia. Duh! 1. If there's eventually a traffic light for passerby, please DO pay attention. It's not there for decoration purpose (only).

Dream High

Once upon a time, in one particular high school, lived one particular girl student. Let's call her Suzy. Not only that she got the looks, she also had the wealth and singing talent and lots of antis. All things other girls could only imagine.

Story From Far Java

On my last visit to Jogja (seriously this city has something captivating), I happened to visit Kraton Ngayogyakarta Hadiningrat and Kraton Surakarta in one-day-trip to Solo.

Letting Go

The big question of letting go bugged my mind around these last couple of months. Some things.. are they worth to keep, or should I let them go. Think I'm pretty good of letting things go, but when inputs and comments started to coming in, I'd have to reconsider my decision.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

TV Series

Have you ever found yourself in a dream so warm you never want to wake up? I did, and in my dream, I was in a place decorated with a big Christmas tree with all the lights and candies and fireplace and socks full of presents. And the music played was so soft, the famous 'Christmas Song' with 'chestnuts roasting on an open fire...' and so on.

Well, yesterday I did watch the series, "Grey's Anatomy" and of the episodes showed the room exactly like the one in my dream. And yes, it's a heartwarming room. Damn, I always want to spend my Christmas somewhere snowy and united statey (is that even a word?).

Sigh, right now I'm in a state of serious envy with my cousins there.

Mmmh, speaking of which yah, recently I watched never-too-many TV series thanks to my colleague in office =) Started from Heroes, Prison Break, Supernatural, My Name is Earl, Grey's Anatomy, Jericho, Scrubs, Coffee Prince, A Love to Kill, Hana Yori Dango, dll.

Ehm, among so many movies... hehehe, I voted for Prison Break, Heroes and Grey's Anatomy. Those rockz indeed!

Apalagi episode2 barunya mulai berbarengan ginih, hiks hiks... senang...

Monday, September 10, 2007


Is it true that women was given the gift called intuition?

Well, if it’s true, then sometimes I hate this gift.

I hate to be acquainted with what others might think about me, whether they’re irritated
or dissapointed at me.

It might be better if I lack of that knowledge nonetheless. World will be brighter, sky will be bluer, food will taste better, and obviously I don’t have to suffer this annoying feeling.

Btw, recently I recalled some of my old conversations among friends.One of them quote the infamous quote, "Don't get yourself flying too high, because when you fell, it'll hurts"

But today, I just read the opposite of that quote, "Falling from three stairs and fifty stairs will be hurt anyway. So when I do fall, it better be from a higher place."

Pretty nice. Never think about it before.


Being working more than 6 months in a big company, a super-fast-trade-off should surprise me no more than a cute lil breaking news in the TV at noon. But still, it did surprise me more. I felt like I'm loosing more and more friends. After shocking news today morning, I rethink my motivation and my future plan in this company. Not that I planned to move, mind you, but I really have to consider my step ahead from now on.

Like one of my friend said, "How long will you still work in this company?" Well, why move when you had everything you need already? There's one in every men motivation to jump off one industry to the other, and to find a better offer is one of those reasons. So that's my only eligible reason for now. Cliché?

(ps: This is wrote several days ago, in a very gloomy day, the day one of my good colleague claimed that he's goin to move out)

I really-really enjoy rereading my old writings in my laptop. A bit of reflecting, actually...