Part 1: She Knows He Knows

He touched her finger that was still pointed at his chest, "Still manage to scare the day out of me, I see." She smiled. Too sweetly. "Are you trying to get us killed? Not a good day to die, you say?".

How To Cross Road In Margonda

Somebody should publish this kind of booklet long before I even got enrolled in University of Indonesia. Duh! 1. If there's eventually a traffic light for passerby, please DO pay attention. It's not there for decoration purpose (only).

Dream High

Once upon a time, in one particular high school, lived one particular girl student. Let's call her Suzy. Not only that she got the looks, she also had the wealth and singing talent and lots of antis. All things other girls could only imagine.

Story From Far Java

On my last visit to Jogja (seriously this city has something captivating), I happened to visit Kraton Ngayogyakarta Hadiningrat and Kraton Surakarta in one-day-trip to Solo.

Letting Go

The big question of letting go bugged my mind around these last couple of months. Some things.. are they worth to keep, or should I let them go. Think I'm pretty good of letting things go, but when inputs and comments started to coming in, I'd have to reconsider my decision.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Unsure state

Sebenernya mulai berpikir hal beginian sejak ada usulan mencantumkan gambar penunjuk jalan sebagai cover depan Buku Angkatan Fasilkom 2002. Penunjuk jalan yang menjadi simbolisme pilihan yang akan diambil selepasnya kita dari bangku kuliah. Apakah bakal ngelanjutin S2, langsung melamar pekerjaan, atau menikah? =P

Alhasil, I stumbled upon so many scholarship sites, mulai dari Erasmus Mundus, DAAD, Fulbright - AMINEF, dll... and somehow at one point I thought, "What the hell am I doing?"

Oh my God, I'm not sure about my future =(

I'm not sure about what kind of job I would like to do. Heck, I'm not even sure what kind of field I would pretty much enjoyed to surf in.

Aaaaargh.... what have I done in the last four years in this %$%#$%&% faculty???

Back when I was just a highschool student, I was so damn sure where and what is the next step I'd like to take (ALERT: grammar confuse!!)... entah itu melanjutkan ke SMU mana and universitas mana...

But then, after all those struggling and pencarian jati diri yang agak-agak payah dari seorang Maya -_-#, it's seems that I've been doing this whole brown motions and ended up in a null state. Damn it!

Last Christmas eve, I was asked by one of my uncle about my next plan. And all I could do was smile politely and said that I was in the middle of searching for vacancies and scholarships. Yeah right!

I'm panic, for telling you the truth...

And I'm thinking of doing some business on my own. However, the idea is totally humorous and just for fun thingy. I don't think it will actually be implemented in such way. Masalahnya, kalo mikirin tu prospek usaha I'll feel somewhat cheerie and whole ideas (and the passion) spontaneously come up... just like that!

I luv it when my creativity and niat and semangat untuk melakukan sesuatu tu muncul, which is a rare phenomenon -_-# Mein Gott!!!

Then still, the big Q... what the heck am I going to do with my future?

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Christmas here I come

Nyooong >_<

Happy happy Christmas everybody!

May this year will be filled with laughter and joy instead of some crazy assholes bombing everywhere...

Wawawawawa... pengen belanja buat Natal.. Since selama 20 tahun gue hidup di dunia ini, ngga pernah ngerasain belanja khusus Christmas (-_-#) jadinya tahun ini ingin berbelanja...

What exactly do I look for in this time shopping?? Well, first, gue pengen merasakan jalan2 di area perbelanjaan yang penuh dengan suasana Natal, dekorasi Natal, dan lagu-lagu natal...wawawawawa...

Lebih bagus lagi kalo ada saljunya >_< Wawawawawa...

And second, I dunno, I just wanna have fun, I guess =) Berhubung tahun ini (lagi-lagi) ngga bisa balik, sigh, akhirnya saya terpaksa menghibur diri dengan coklat, nastar dan baju baru, wakakakaka...

And so this is Christmas...
And what have you done?
Another year over
A new one just begun...

Monday, December 19, 2005

Against all Odds

Lagi pengen ngebakar lagu2 ke VCD, and I'm pretty much confused about what exactly will I put on that one CD.. I'm planning to give it to my beloved cousin =D

So far it's up to 170 MB and ... err... after I put those Harry Potter OST (both 3 and 4) and the GIE OST, it's still spare an empty space.. -sigh-

The Chronicles of Narnia

Fine, fine, lemme just list the bad things about this movie...

  • Some scenes are just too obvious showing that the background is a fake one

  • Special effect is not as good as LOTR or HP --> according to my humble opinion though

But, despite the major failures mentioned aboved, I think Narnia is a pretty heart-warming movie, ESPECIALLY if you didn't read the Book at the first place (thank God I didn't). I liked the ending, it somehow filled me up with excitement seeing the four of them being grown up after all these years =D and then it turned out that...

Yeah, well, I'm looking forward for the next movie of Narnia, then.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Rapid growth

Duu... baru saja menonton film Indonesia berjudul Lovely Luna, yang sangat murni dipilih berdasarkan tampang pemainnya yakni Herjunot Ali =P Sungguh, that movie was suppose to be called Lovely Desta instead of Luna..

Belakangan gue beli 11 judul film Indonesia, murni gara2 sepupu gue minta dibeliin, dan sayang sekali, saudara-saudara.. sebab film2 yang dia minta semuanya belum terbit =D

Ada ngga seh yang jualan film Indonesia bajakan? Ngga ada kan ya??

Duuuh, lagi2 kesasar dan stuck di deviant... sedang tergila-gila dengan yang namanya heise
Anjrit, cara pewarnaan skinnya keren banget... huhuhu...

Daaaan... tadi baru saja menonton FF VII - Children Advent (ok, rada basi) tapi graphicnya sangat-sangat-sangat 'parah' as in 'sinting'... giling, they could possibly draw a human skin so damn close to the original one... Too bad the fight scene was always a bit too fast I could just skipped that part away =D

Friday, December 2, 2005

Malam-malam sepi

Ku sendiri di lab lagi... lalalalala, lagi nungguin anak-anak Telematika selese kuliah jam 9 malam >_< jadi laper..

Anyway, tadi barusan nonton Behind the Scene of HP4, and you could call me freak but I enjoy the scene where Tom Felton was flirting with that Watson babe =D

Gosh, it was really refreshing my day (or.. err, night?) since I could see them both interacted with each other, exactly in one frame =D Gyuuu, seandainya shipper gue menjelma menjadi kenyataan =D

Long live Draco-Hermione!!! =D

Trus, kemaren ada kejadian rada bego, jadi yaa... ada yang namanya de-javu tapi terbalik yang terjadi pada gue.
Perhatikan ini: (btw, semua based on my lousy memory, so don't count on the exactness --> is this even a word??)

A: Gue ngga berani ah!
Gue: Elaaaah, sms doaaaang??? Udah gue kasih alasan yang bagus juga..
A: Ntar kalo dia ngga bales gimana??
Gue: Ya nasib lu..
A: Tapi, ntar dia mikir macem2 lagi..
Gue: ...

Dan bandingkan dengan yang ini:

Gue: Tau ngga, sebenernya sekarang ada seseorang yang pengen gue YM-in =D
B: So?
Gue: Tapi gue jiper =P
B: Elah, YM doang! Tinggal buzz sekali trus tinggalin windownya
Gue: Dududu....
B: Jangan pake mikir!
Gue: Dududu...

Moral of the story

You may as well as to figure it out yourself =D

Thursday, December 1, 2005

At last... Harry Potter 4 - My Take

Kemaren berhubung jadwal ngajar saya berkurang drastis dari yang seharusnya 1 1/2 jam jadi hanya 45 menit, timbullah niat nekat ngabur ke PIM 21 (which is exactly my place of tutoring, mind you) untuk menonton my dearest beloved Harry Potter series.

It's a bit annoying since I could be considered as the early people who knew that there will be Harry potter 4 coming soon in the theater yet I was kinda the last people to watch it. Hate it! Ugh, damn schedule and money!


Setelah gamang sekitar 2 menit di depan loket, akhirnya saya membeli satu tiket yang sedianya bakal mulai 5 menit lagi dan berlarilah saya dengan paniknya ke dalem theater 2, dan JRENG JRENG... koq sepi ya??? Ternyata jamnya salah -_-#

Duuuh... you wouldn't believe it, but I actually shed my tears in the early scene, yang pas Hermione ngebangunin Harry n Ron, and he cover himself up =D I'm so touch >_< Have been waiting for this movie for such an entire two years and then again, the movie was not dissapointing me...

It was great show, no annoying screaming children, no bloody spoiler(s), no kissing couple sat mext to me... aaah, suasana menonton yang menyenangkaaaan...

Anyway, the movie was great, amazing, the best adaptation of the book.

Spare me, I know there's no SPEW scene, elves scene, Narcissa Malfoy scene, Ludo Bagman scene, not even any Draco-Hermione captured in the same frame (since I'm such lunatic when it come to both of them =P) but it was great nonetheless.

My fave was when Harry in the prefect bathroom =D
Couldn't stop laughing out loud when seeing that one =D

Lanjutin lagi

That particular scene pretty much assure that Harry Potter from now on is no longer balita's material. So please stop taking your young children to the theater to watch anymore Harry Potter series! Please! >_<

Harry looked so much more normal in this movie. Fell in love, teasing Ron for his 'crush' to Victor Krum =P, felt sick seeing Hagrid's affair =D, shy upon himself on the bathroom, heartbroken seeing Cho went out with Cedric, even cried upon Cedric's death (me myself shivered on that very scene)...

Aaah, the sucks part is (again) the hugging scene between Hermione and Harry. I mean.. what's going on here??? Hullo??? They're not even pairing, and mind you, Hermione is certainly not that typical mushy-fluffy girl, who could just hugged her mate based on hormones... DUH! What's wrong with those director these days??? I could stand the Ron-Hermione thingy (but not with that adegan maksa kuadrat di filmnya yang PoA, yang oncee again hugging out of nowhere), but Harry? Tzziiing....

Anyhoo, I satisfied with this movie, dan thanks to Ramot and Adhita (yang ngasi tau gue), sekarang I already had the WHOLE soundtrack. Yipee! Not to mention I already downloaded the "HP GoF Behind the Scene" video clip... hahahaha, yang sedikit banyak mengambil shoot Draco-Hermione together =D

I'm such a freak maniac of Harry Potter...

Edited again

I forgot to add, the Death Eater wearing their mask was so way cool =D
I love the mask, dan ada kesan bahwa wajah-wajah dibalik topeng itu ganteng-ganteng, wakakakaka.....