Part 1: She Knows He Knows

He touched her finger that was still pointed at his chest, "Still manage to scare the day out of me, I see." She smiled. Too sweetly. "Are you trying to get us killed? Not a good day to die, you say?".

How To Cross Road In Margonda

Somebody should publish this kind of booklet long before I even got enrolled in University of Indonesia. Duh! 1. If there's eventually a traffic light for passerby, please DO pay attention. It's not there for decoration purpose (only).

Dream High

Once upon a time, in one particular high school, lived one particular girl student. Let's call her Suzy. Not only that she got the looks, she also had the wealth and singing talent and lots of antis. All things other girls could only imagine.

Story From Far Java

On my last visit to Jogja (seriously this city has something captivating), I happened to visit Kraton Ngayogyakarta Hadiningrat and Kraton Surakarta in one-day-trip to Solo.

Letting Go

The big question of letting go bugged my mind around these last couple of months. Some things.. are they worth to keep, or should I let them go. Think I'm pretty good of letting things go, but when inputs and comments started to coming in, I'd have to reconsider my decision.

Monday, December 1, 2003


These days I infatuated with art =P I mean, I just found out that making art-sketchingis really interesting and thx for that, I found TONS of great websites that support my hobby.
I'm planning to put the link in here too, but be patient, Okay?
Anyway, recently I felt like I'm kinda full of spirit of developing web, huahahahaha.
Any kinda web, I mean, just gotta see those gothic sites and pay attention forany kinda thing they've been doing, in art especially. Sooo gothic and splendid, man!

Saturday, November 29, 2003


I felt dizzy for a while seeing him in this lab *sigh* He's awfully good looking, man!
Despite all of his dumb-thing or whateva, he's still nice to look at =D
God, I miss the old times =(
This morning I saw a man nearly look alike my pals fromthe old time =( Reminds me again of his habit and his face...

Friday, November 21, 2003

My Room

Just wanna tell you bout' my bedroom =)
I dunno why sometimes I wanna tell someone else bout where exactly I spent my sleepday time.
Well, I lived in a 2x3 meters room, what a small tiny room, not to mentionlots of broken stuffs, unused things, kardus-kardus, louzy bags everywhere...Geez, I' rather called it a storeroom =) Besides, places with 'miring' roofpreferable to ba called as a GUDANG!!!

Saturday, November 15, 2003

Mood Reaction

There's something I don't think I deserve to say it to you.
Kind of annoying and making me ill
I don't know, some times it took a long hour to describe something that so unusual to say.
Man, I'm not in a very good mood today. Thinking of a present that actually suits you seems too hard to do.

Friday, October 31, 2003

Kisah jadul masa Wisuda

THE liSt...(finally)
Can't think for about few seconds, but well....ready or not (as if I care =P)...
  • Buy a NEW bag

  • Get over soon with Wisuda

  • Get another over soon with Koba!Com

  • Buy chocolate =) (can't wait...)

  • Buy some gift for friend's b'day

  • Get some job (well, maybe another years ahead)

  • STUDY seriously, geez, really hard to do this one, somehow =(

  • You know what? I think I had to pay more attention on my 'pembokat's' job...geez, it IS a hard thing to do, I almost lose my sense of touching on the tip of my finger =(
    Gile aja, bahkan buat ngetik aja pun susah lantaran dari jam 6 pagi tadi udah nyuci2 ngga jelas and meres kaen ampe tepar gini nih tangan gue =`( Parah emang, parah! Koq mau ya pembokat gue kerja ginian? Duh, sakit banget tangan gue, huhuhu =`( padahal sih gue pikir meras2 kaen kaga ada apa2nya dibandingin nyetrika, at least that was the first thing on my mind yesterday when I nyetrika2 baju yang aujubile banyak banget =( mana pegel, kerjanya dari jam 4 sore ampe jam 7-8 malem, hmm, it made me wonder masalahnya di gue apa di tumpukan pekerjaannya yah? =s

    Btw, dari kemaren sampe detik ini, gue ngambil kesimpulan kalo diantara semua pekerjaan rumah tangga yang bodoh itu (I almost think NOT to MARRY for the rest of my life), yang paling gampang n ngga stres ngerjainnya adalah.........NGGA ADA!!!Semua bikin capek, bahkan pekerjaan sesepele nyuci piring pun, if you've done it about 5-6 times in AN HOUR…you got to be (can't be not) ENEG!!!JIJIK!!!CAPEK!!!Aargh, mana yah pembokat baru gue??? Cukup nyuci, nyetrika, masak, ngepel, n nyapu aja deh...ngga usah semua kerjaan…hiks, sejujurnya gue capek n ngetik ini pun semata-mata biar tangan gue luwes dan lihai lagi aja dalam mengetik (males ngga sih bahasanya??? =P) hehehe, abisnya gue sumpek...mau dibilang capek kerja, ya ngga juga sih setelah dipikir-pikir, soalnya gue kaga ada keluar keringat, lucu lho, udah 4 jam gue ngubek2 kaen cucian di belakang, koq ngga ada setetes pun keringat yang menetes yak??? Apa gue yang salah prosedur ato begimana, gue juga kurang yakin tuh

    I miss someone...hahaha, dari kemaren topiknya dia mulu nih di kepala gue...somebody yang kalo gue nginget2 muka lucunya itu (duh) gue jadi agak2 ringan kerjaannya, hehehe, lucu deh, gue jadi pengen beliin coklat, apa tuh kotak masih nyisa yah??

    Ngapain lagi yah gue? Belon mandi nih, udah jam 10...huah, pengen nge-net, cuman ngga ada duit buat ke warnet, mau ke kampus mana mungkin, gile apa gue?

    Saturday, October 25, 2003


    Mood rating :
    I just read Boys Next door by Yuki Kaori n for the first time in my life I think shounen-ai thingis acceptable!!! Can u imagine how does the story change me a lot??? Just read it, will ya? I force u to =P
    Anyway, I never thought that Angel Sanctuary will actually be published here in Indonesia, considering howfreak my nation are =P, but pliss...the story was so out of ordinary, you named it n u'll got any, I repeat, ANYdismorality-behaviour in there ^^ But it's cool

    For you who don't really know who is the most adorable angel in AS according to opinion =) well, he is my favourite angel of all angel.Proudly present....Michael-sama!!! He's young, he's cool, he's tempered, he's awesome, and personally I think he's kawaii.... ^^

    Saturday, October 18, 2003

    A brief moment

    Mood rating :
    Have u ever think about those people out there who might doesn't even have a home for living?
    Right now I'm thinking what if I'm the one who don't have any house to live =(
    I can't even stand if I had to 'ngamen' (can't exactly find the perfect word though =P) like a childwhom I just saw in Debby today...he's so young, I doubt if he already pass the 7th, but...I dunno...
    So hard to say that I care for them, coz for real I wish they won't have such a bad luck (r u sure?) like that, it's just...I hardly push my self into social act even for the small one like giving them my extra money (??? actually i don't really aggree on that thing)...aaargh, forget it!

    Tuesday, October 7, 2003


    Mood rating :
    this midtest-thing is really makes me dizzy, i already ilfeel to do another midtest =(
    I'm sick!!!! when does this suffering over??? T_T

    Wednesday, October 1, 2003

    Happy Halloween

    Mood rating :
    For you from me...hehehehe...check out, will ya?
    cvs co halloween1
    cvs co halloween2

    I'm in the middle of translating this likely boring pages =P into english, if u have any problem with my grammar, pleaseee do not hesitate to correct me through my email =)

    Thursday, September 18, 2003

    post-Malam Dasawarsa

    Mood rating :
    so damn tired =( for me that was the biggest event i've ever participated...geez...i can't even found any right equipments to decorate the place (well, it will be lot easier if u have the money, right?), it's so damn large place!!
    Anyway, after that night is over, I can't nearly move my leg to walk to home, I even can't chewing any food since I'm too tired to eat, haven't get a chance to dinner >_< hiks
    The day after, I, hehehe =) absent for a sleepingDayTime, huahahaha, I slept for almost 10 hours!!
    n Now, i'm once again being busy with the midtest, PL, and OS, so much work to do *sigh*

    Sunday, August 17, 2003

    Latest News bout me ^^

    Mood rating :
    Guys, gue baru selese kuliah =( duuh cape banget =(
    aga2 lama gue dah ngga ngutak-ngatik page gue ini =P maklum, cuman nafsu sesaat, hohoho (^0^)
    ANYWAY, latest news is...gue lagi suka ama komik yang judulnya Ghost, for you who perhaps doesn't even know what that is (hehehe), it's a comic 'bout a guy who always dirasuki hantu, n biasanya hantu2 cewe gitu deh...dan most of them died penasaran karena cintanya kaga tersampaikan, so...this poor guy always dimanfaatkan buat mereka untuk nyatain cintanya..hohoho...the story is getting hot =)
    ending2nya (well, sejauh ini hanya 2 episode) tuh cowo jadi kebawa-bawa gay...! hahaha...kasian banget =)

    Friday, July 18, 2003


    Mood rating :
    Gue baru nyelesein layout yang ga jelas..sigh...capek bener nih mata...niatnya sih pengen semua bahasa di sini pake inggris...hehehe, soalnya temen gue complain kaga ngerti yang gue bicarain =P
    wish me luck so I can keep maintaining my web =P

    Thursday, July 10, 2003


    Mood rating :
    have no idea how to make a border-bottom in this page, padahal gue (gue?) dah berhasil di page laen :(

    Tuesday, July 8, 2003

    sekedar curhat tanggal 8 Juli 2003

    Mood rating :
    gue ngubek2 2 halaman seharian penuh dan itu cuma buat nentuin warna doank....!!!!!!!!
    gue marah, bikin web ini ternyata ngga seenak yang gue bayangin...brengsek!!!!!!!