Part 1: She Knows He Knows

He touched her finger that was still pointed at his chest, "Still manage to scare the day out of me, I see." She smiled. Too sweetly. "Are you trying to get us killed? Not a good day to die, you say?".

How To Cross Road In Margonda

Somebody should publish this kind of booklet long before I even got enrolled in University of Indonesia. Duh! 1. If there's eventually a traffic light for passerby, please DO pay attention. It's not there for decoration purpose (only).

Dream High

Once upon a time, in one particular high school, lived one particular girl student. Let's call her Suzy. Not only that she got the looks, she also had the wealth and singing talent and lots of antis. All things other girls could only imagine.

Story From Far Java

On my last visit to Jogja (seriously this city has something captivating), I happened to visit Kraton Ngayogyakarta Hadiningrat and Kraton Surakarta in one-day-trip to Solo.

Letting Go

The big question of letting go bugged my mind around these last couple of months. Some things.. are they worth to keep, or should I let them go. Think I'm pretty good of letting things go, but when inputs and comments started to coming in, I'd have to reconsider my decision.

Tuesday, August 31, 2004


I can't help it...after one day's over, now I'm still remembering that guy =( Gee, I even recognize his face again after yesterday I somehow forgot it, I mean...I totally forgot how he looked like. And damn it, his palms (when we introduced ourselves together) are much the same like you-know-who =( I dunno if it because of the food he just ate or it always be like that all the time, but his palms barely can be said as a smooth palms. So rough!

Sunday, August 29, 2004


today i was so happy ^___^ happy! Happy!!! ada cowo lucu di acara temu humas, kyahahaha.... =D
Ups, damn, i even forgot to use the English, huahahaha =D
too excited i almost clap my hands together n jumpin all around ^___^
Well, today i had this event held by my Senate's mate and it's called PR Meet n Greet!!! We invited the whole PR in my university, and that's it...i saw him, firstly i saw him in quite a distance (and i figured, 'well, he's kinda cute, but i'm not sure' =P), but after i saw him from this close =D I immediately embarassing, i can't even talk properly ^#^ It's like...uhm, he's right in front of me but he talking with the friend next to me...oh God, and we were in this small circle and it was so OBVIOUS that i barely could speak T_T but that's Okay...i mean...he even ask me for an introduction after 10 minutes he held this introduction-section with my other friend ... hehehe....hihihi...happy!!!

Saturday, August 28, 2004


A blog, yeah if...

What was I blabbing at?
Anyway, today I got a bit excited experience and it cracked me a whole night =)
I talked to him, AT LAST, after all these tough days we hadn't had a chance to meet and greet -_-, now (or maybe what I meant was just then) I talked and share some stories with him.
It always nice to talk to that guy, I dunno...light a sparkle in my heart or sumtin =D
We talked about some issues and damn it... I just can't shut my mouth up...
I am not really sure if the mutual information I shared with him can be classified as a TOP SECRET or not...well, no one told me about it =P so let's assumed (remember kids, assumption is a bad bad thing to do, trust me ^__^) that it was least with him, hahahaha...

French kiss...
Uhm, what's that??
personally I thought it was kinda disgusting, especially when you went on the details (I know some people who might a lot interested in that detail -_-) such as, "what would my breath tasted like?" or "what had he just eaten?" or "damn, I think I spit on him" AAARGH....!!! It drives me crazy just to think about it...especially when you know someone that had done it T_T euh...gross! Gross! Gross!

hey, I knew in movies and books French Kiss is a sweet (sweet??) thing to do between couples, but they're just in movies and books, for crying out loud -_- Not when it stumbled on a people you accidentally's just...I just can't bear it, ugh...sorry, my mistake...

I know, it was true a hormonal thing and kinda...normal (French...not normal, tolerable =D) hasn't it ever crossed your mind once in a year (at least) to pay attention on someone lips and just wondering what would they taste like?? (Okay, okay, STOP!!) That's my point, it's normal but I-just-can't-help-it-I'll-getting-sick-when-I-think-about-it...they're my friends!!!! It's the same thing like when you imagined your parents making love...SEE??? SEE??? That’s what I mean....

Oookaay...enough with the kissing stuff, let's talk about something else =)

Today, I just saw a beautiful pictures of Emma "Hermione Granger" Watson and she's just drop dead gorgeous for a 14 year old girl =D It's not like I'm gay or sumtin, it's just I'm stating the fact =D Cute girl she is...honestly...

Friday, August 27, 2004

Butterfly Effect

holy crap!!!! this movie is SHOCKING!!! great plot and great actor...
At first i felt a bit uninterested because the cast is...err...ashton kutcher?? *you know what i mean, rite?* =D anyway, after i watched it 4 the first time (and it's like months ago) i was deeply affected and now...thanks to my classmate in my forum, i just found out that THIS MOVIE HAD AN ALTERNATE ENDING!!!! crap!! and then, ta-da...i watched the one with the different ending, and i felt...HOLY COW!!!!this movie is GOOD!!!! damn it!!! you just HAD TO watch it, i personally confused why this movie didn't get appropriate advertising in TV....why???why???


Saturday, August 21, 2004


what is it?
what is it that made my mind settle on you?
you did nothing...didn't you?
nothing to even provoke my awareness,
nothing to even build my hatred,
man, you really are something, aren't u?
and for that...
i felt sorry.
apologize from me to my very own self
for once fell for you in the wrong place
and definitely wrong moment.