Part 1: She Knows He Knows

He touched her finger that was still pointed at his chest, "Still manage to scare the day out of me, I see." She smiled. Too sweetly. "Are you trying to get us killed? Not a good day to die, you say?".

How To Cross Road In Margonda

Somebody should publish this kind of booklet long before I even got enrolled in University of Indonesia. Duh! 1. If there's eventually a traffic light for passerby, please DO pay attention. It's not there for decoration purpose (only).

Dream High

Once upon a time, in one particular high school, lived one particular girl student. Let's call her Suzy. Not only that she got the looks, she also had the wealth and singing talent and lots of antis. All things other girls could only imagine.

Story From Far Java

On my last visit to Jogja (seriously this city has something captivating), I happened to visit Kraton Ngayogyakarta Hadiningrat and Kraton Surakarta in one-day-trip to Solo.

Letting Go

The big question of letting go bugged my mind around these last couple of months. Some things.. are they worth to keep, or should I let them go. Think I'm pretty good of letting things go, but when inputs and comments started to coming in, I'd have to reconsider my decision.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Japan doramas, ne

Several JDoramas I've watched this holiday, and I loved each and every one of them.

Proposal Daisakusen
Well, since I am not a big fan of the main couple (Yamashita Tomohisa - Nagasawa Masami), I think this movie is one of those 'okay' JDoramas. I despise Yamapi's hair in this one (well, how could I not after seeing Code Blue where he wore his hair perfectly?). The plot line is entertaining, even though I got a bit tired after seeing Yamapi said "Hallelujah, chance!" thousand times and more. I still could not get over the fact that the ending was so excruciating I could've kill someone should there be no SP episode for that one. Geez!

And oddly, I think Yamapi's look enhanced dramatically in that SP episode, suddenly he looked nice. Weird, since I don't think he's that gorgeus in the previous 11 episodes. Little that I know that the SP episode took a year after the original episodes.

Love Shuffle
The Ojiro-sama character was perfect! I can not get over the dramatical change Matsuda Shota got after Hanayori Dango and several other movies. I like him here better! And I adore the photo he made, black and white photo series is always nice to have, don't you think? His partner, Yoshitaka Yuriko, has this unique tone of voice, and I instantly recognized her from that Taiyou movie. Yay for me! I just adore this couple. Tamaki Hiroshi senpai is also there, by the way, getting thinner and thinner. The jaw is still manly but I do honestly think he needs to eat more.

Orange Days
Hmmmmmmm.... Eita's younger days! This movie reminds me of that 'Pelangi di Matamu' movie once played in my country. I actually attracted to the main character (which is rare occassion) whose name is Tsumabuki Satoshi. Ah, too bad I didn't see him often in any other doramas. Anyway, Orange Days is one of the first sign-language-streak-movies that I've seen. After that, came House (episode 23 season 5), and uhm, yeah many others. I cannot recall. Hehehehehehehe. Orange Days is also my main inspiration to go see sunrise on a beach (well, actually it was Love Shuffle but overall it's the same scene).

First Kiss
What a cute couple! After seeing Proposal Daisakusen, I totally forgot who played the Yuki Akio sensei character. Fufufufu, silly me, it's 'fcourse the adorable Hiraoka Yuta who played Mikio in Proposal Daisakusen. Not only that, I didn't even recognize the heroine in that dorama. Jreng jreng! It's Inoue Mao from Hanayori Dango, ne! How on earth could I possibly not remember her? Duh! Anyway, I love this couple, better than the . I adore her hairstyle and nail art. Hahahahahaha.

Taiyo to Umi no Kyoshitsu
A homeroom on the beachside, per se. I like the overall plot of this Yuji Oda's movie, eventhough it reminded me a bit more of Conan Meitantei's character (you know, that classic gesture). I recalled so many Hanakimi's actors in this doramas (well, maybe not that many, only two actually) but same-same for me lah. The story, in my humble opinion, got dragged a bit, and too easy in guessing the plot. I mean, if "I lost one of my best friend in that summer" line didn't give you a hunch of what the scene will turn out to be, then you gotta be a complete moron. 'Fcourse someone would die, duh! Thus, I kind of lost my interest of watching after that blasted line. But it turned out to be sad episode anyway, so I liked it again. Hahahahahaha.

Next on my list is Ryusei no Kizuna, Buzzer Beat and GTO (I know, it's ages for GTO, but what can I say? I'm aged!). Let's cross the fingers and hope that they're good.

Saturday, January 2, 2010


This post is dedicated to the only member I adore in my favorite band who seems to be getting older and hence no longer suitable for my pedophile's taste =_= Hahahahahahaha..

Ookay, first of all I know how ridiculous this might seems but in my youthful days *halaaah*, I actually adore this little creature (who is now not so little anymore T_T). His name is Lee Donghae, the member of Super Junior whose actual talent is dancing. I mean it, he can dance better than anyone despite his girlie cutie look.

Among all members, I still could not distinguish his voice whatsoever, hahahaha. I'm really sorry, Mister, but you do really have soft-yet-indistinguishable voice. He pronounced 's' as 'sh', 't' as 'ts' in any English word he spoke. Seriously, this guy is cute. For example, "You are my everything" will be heard as "You are my everysching",etc. But still I could not despise this young man (which is weird since I do have zero tolerance with people pronouncing English in a wrong way, including myself, thus I seldom using it in daily conversation ;P)

Anywaaaay, day after day I kept everything logged about him (er..), his CF's, his live performances, his reality shows (which honestly there is nothing special about his attitude other than being so quiet and only get along with non-stranger people), and et cetera et cetera, I realized this guy is growing old (duh, you think?). He has reached the age in which the youth innocence slowly disappeared from his look. So, I'm sad.

I saw him in Infinitely Yours, Seoul commercial and I'm sad. He's gettin old. Why oh why??? He still got the adorable jaw and stuff but I could see clearly that he's being more mature (not that is a bad thing) but I'm still sad.

Well, I think this confirmed my pedophile's taste, after all.

Donghae-ne.. you will always looked like Ariel Peter Pan in my eyes. Hahahahahahahaha!

I always want to write a book

I always want to write a book. For years. But I did some zero progression upon that dream. Ha-ha! I think the most obvious obstacle is that I dun have the talent. I read some of my writings and yeah, they suck. I re-read some pieces that I made years back and they suck. I even tried to edit my former working masterpiece (right, as if) yet after I took a glance upon it a while ago, it sucks. Ha-ha!

But I never gave up on that one dream. It’s only that one dream that I constantly have in my life. Go figure!

Anyway, as it is me whom I’m talking about, there is clearly one pretty shallow motivation as to why I want to write a book. It’s the same thing like when I want to have a new mobile phone, it’s not because I desperately need one GSM phone but because I missed hearing ringtone on my phone T_T Dudes, seriously I missed customizing my ringtone (and message tone, come to think of it) as I wished. I love that very part from having a phone. To acknowledge people’s reaction every time someone called me. To know that people actually curious about the song that I picked as my tone. To be able to hear music when I got back home. And to avoid loneliness of being live alone, I guess.

Anyhow, I chose Michael Giacchino’s La Festin as my tone right now since I fell in love with that song ever since I heard it in Ratatouille. Okeh, ngga penting.

Hmm, back to writing book stuff. The pretty shallow reason as to why I want to write one is… because I’d love to think what I would write on Thank You Page! You know, the one where they wrote cool stuff about people that has been working hard (or as simple as being there) when the book was made? I like reading those pages on every book I bought, and thus I really-really want to make one.

So here I thought, since the progress is nowhere to be seen, why don’t I try to make one instead? The Thank You page, not the book, mind you.

(Hihihihihi... jadi malu) =.=

Ookay… not in any particular order whatsoever:
- to A, the only person I could actually fight with no regards of being un-friend. I can argue with you anytime I want and be stubborn as hell (likewise, actually) yet could still call you few days after just to talk about trivial things. We even calculated the physics formula of a car being actually drowned in a basement. Geez! At 2 am in the morning, nonetheless.

- to B, the darkest yet brightest male I ever encountered. My drinking friend, my countable person when I’m bored and in need of someone to say something minor insignificant remark, my get-a-go buddy (moronic impulsive trip to Puncak in the middle of the night), my food compass and general knowledge dictionary. Thank you for all of those unimportant text messages. You are truly adorable moron.

- to C, the person whom I always regarded as the most opportune girl ever. The one that could always give the right advice and opinion about anything even though she’s years younger than me. The one whose taste affected me in any way possible, started from movies, books, clothes, music, and so on. The only person that I will continuously envied. Thank you for being there, as always.

- to D, E and F, for giving me chance to stay young. Hahahahahaha. We did some extraordinaire stuff together, and I finally experienced a whole other world beside those geeky stuffs. Pool accident, midnite movies, wedding crashing, shopping spree and trip to places we have yet visited but always envisioned within our mind.

- to G, once an annoying roommate for she’s happened to be an even lazier a person than I am. I mean, is that even possible? Thank you for the extra effort to befriend me even if I’m so callous at times. I really enjoyed it when we’re doing crazy hunting upon those Korean matters. So ABG!!! Aw, aw, aw!!

- to H, my long lost high school buddies. To know that we’re not even that close in high school kind of startled me as to why we’re so easy on this friendship thingie. “Eits, aku yang campakkan dia duluan. Lagian, kenalkan suamiku yang baru, Yuki Jutta.” What the???

- to J, once my teammate, always my teammate. Literally. Hahahahahaha! Sorry I drag you into this dirty business world, but we do have our up and down times, rite? The only person I could shot my temper without holding back whatsoever, how many times did we actually argue upon one bloody flowchart? Hahahahaha. Scarily, fighting with you is one of my interesting moments in office. People failed to notice me as the temperamental bitch since you bark louder than I do ;P And longer, too.

- to K, whose place is the second most often I crashed into. Our pulang-kampung trip together will never cease to make me smile. Su casa /is/ mi casa ;P Our golden years back in college is very tempting to revive again, huh? Years with no worries. Only photo box and blogging.

- to L, the only male I ever actually said that cheesy line, “Lu liat bintang yang ada di langit? Kita ngeliat bintang yang sama lho.” Mein Gott, blasted teen hormones. Thank you for our late night phone calls, for being the most tarik-able person regarding old pal reunion, for our bus trip to Tuk-tuk . No matter wherever you are, either up on the mountain or down in the sea, either single or not-available, either gondrong or botak gundul, you are and will always be my friend.

- to M, for having the life I have always wanted, married young and have gorgeous babies. We will always meet each other after a while, and yet, still have no obligation to do ‘basa-basi-report’ whatever happened to us. We will resume our relationship as if the whole thing was only being paused. Thank you for those porn books, hahahahahahaha. Damn, you ruin my life!

- to N, the person I will miss dearly once you decided to stay abroad. My precious friend who always thinks that he’s not as good as he really is. The most troubled young guy I ever come across for his life philosophy is to consider and consider again. Thank you for our clash back then, for I would never realized that you are indeed one of my important person had it not happened.

- to O, for making it all possible. You are my sparring partner in arguing and gossiping and simply talking. Thank you for giving birth to me. I might not be the best daughter possible but you are the best mom ever.

- to P, whom I abandoned in quite some time. I’m sorry I didn’t celebrate your birthday in a proper way but I do, I really do love you. But I think it is going to take a while for me to get there. Please spare me time to look for I really want, and thank you for simply let me living my life happily.

- to Q, the one who actually taken care of me when I’m in need, even though she’s supposed to be the one to be taken care of. I enjoyed our long-last conversation and the reminiscence of our blasted childhood. I miss you dearly and hopefully we could spend our old days walking on splendid ground in Paris, maybe?

Happy New Year, guys!


I only watched Gossip Girl season 3 for like only 10 episodes, and I went, "Ooof!" seeing how drastically changed each cast was. Dan Humphrey with his well-toned body, hullo? He's like this hunk emerged out of nowhere, and where the heck did the skinny-lumpy highschoolish boy go? Suddenly, he's hot! That's weird! I never like Dan's character, ever, but now I'm seriously considering changing my opinion.

Chuck Bass - Blair Waldorf, well, this two has always been my favourite, but I gotta admit, I forgot how season 2 ended. So I was a bit confused when they're both settled up as a couple. At first, it was weird, but I'm loving each and every second of the scene after Chuck said something adorable to Blair, "Everytime you forget you're Blair Waldorf, just remember, I'm Chuck Bass, and I love you." Aaaaw... I actually squealed in my seat. Hahahahahahaha.

Serena Van Der Woodsen. Well, I'm a bit tired of this character, honestly. I think it's because she reminded me of myself (er, sounds very wrong). I meant in a way that she kept looking for who she realy was. The idea of finding your identity whilst in the same time couldn't make up your mind about something is really annoying. And that's me. I mean, I've been there. It is one thing to experience it by yourself, but to have to see a movie about it, it's a whole different kind of mojo. Anyway, my interest for Serena came right back on after she's having relationship with Carter Baizen.

Actually, I have no idea who this Baizen guy is. I mean, I knew in season 1 and 2, he's supposed to be the archenemies of Chuck Bass but what the hell did he do anyway? I never seen him enough to determine what his character is. BUT after he's got involved with Serena (and especially after the wood scene where he was left alone by Serena, feeling dumb and naive), I liked him! And that's where I think Serena's character is lighten up a bit.

Hmm, who did I left out? Ha, Nate Archibald. I /hate/ his hairstyle at the first episode, but then I found my long-lost-love with this guy after episode 4 where he teased Dan Humphrey into getting to know an actress named Olivia Burke. Ooh, Nate, I loved your adorable lil smile. *sue me*

Speaking of which, Hillary Duff in Gossip Girl? What do you think about it? Me personally, I think it's lame. The only good thing about Gossip Girl is how they used new talent as their cast. Well, okay, maybe Blake Lively and Leighton Meester can not actually be considered as new talent since they've played in other series, but I think before Gossip Girl, they haven't settled their firm feet in the biz yet. But Hillary Duff? Everybody knows who she is (okay, everybody who's teen and beyond knew who she is), so why can't they find another talented refreshing young actress to fill in as Olivia Burke?

I'm not saying that her acting skill sucks, no, I just eager to see new faces. Gimme new refreshing faces and talents and characters!!!