Part 1: She Knows He Knows

He touched her finger that was still pointed at his chest, "Still manage to scare the day out of me, I see." She smiled. Too sweetly. "Are you trying to get us killed? Not a good day to die, you say?".

How To Cross Road In Margonda

Somebody should publish this kind of booklet long before I even got enrolled in University of Indonesia. Duh! 1. If there's eventually a traffic light for passerby, please DO pay attention. It's not there for decoration purpose (only).

Dream High

Once upon a time, in one particular high school, lived one particular girl student. Let's call her Suzy. Not only that she got the looks, she also had the wealth and singing talent and lots of antis. All things other girls could only imagine.

Story From Far Java

On my last visit to Jogja (seriously this city has something captivating), I happened to visit Kraton Ngayogyakarta Hadiningrat and Kraton Surakarta in one-day-trip to Solo.

Letting Go

The big question of letting go bugged my mind around these last couple of months. Some things.. are they worth to keep, or should I let them go. Think I'm pretty good of letting things go, but when inputs and comments started to coming in, I'd have to reconsider my decision.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005


Nice, one of these days I was actually teach my lil cousins to prepare them for the upcoming final test...
When I build question, I expected them to answer it rightly and honest. But it turned out that some of their answers are making me laugh.

Q: Mengapa kita harus memaafkan orang lain?
A: Karena buktinya seperti itu.

dan ngga cuman itu, tiba2 pas gue ngecek hasil jawaban soal2nya Kevin...err...

Q: Apa yang terjadi bila kita tidak menaati orang tua kita?
A: Nasib kita sial.

Friday, May 27, 2005


Kalo dari file, sebuah key diubah ke array of byte berukuran [4][4], it works..

But new problem shows up!! Why didn't it accept a file less than 15 bytes??? Udah diutak-utik, pake exception, pake if and else... it still didn't work...

Napa ya..?

Kalo manggil kelas dari sebuah javaframe itu emang ribet, especially when u did it previously with the damn NetBeans! Bloody hell...

Monday, May 23, 2005


Seharusnya minggu2 ini adalah minggu2 menyenangkan...tapi kenapa ya...gara2 tugas kripto2 kupret, SIA yang belon nyentuh, PPM yang belon nyentuh...aaaargh....

sayang, padahal malam minggu kemaren i had a lot of fun...

Saturday, May 14, 2005


This is just a camouflage...
Me pretend not to be here...
You can't see me...
You can't see me...


Anyway, that Korean movie named Full House is literally a 'full' house =D
Full with laughter, fight, love and tears =D
Love it, too bad the scene I longed to see was just only in the last half disc =(

ps: this is an interesting reading =) click here

Monday, May 9, 2005


What is it?
The murderer was finally arrested! Alleluia! Yes, considering it's a full one month of desperation, for crying out loud =(

The shocking news was... he's just only a kid, 18 yrs old and from the look he had, he's that kinda 'innocent-type-of-kid'

The motive?
Pure criminal (somehow I thanked God because of it).
The suspect was hanging around Balhut after commited a robbery in FE in the early morning of that day, and he was also JUST got out from the prison only 2 days before, so he was like running out of money. He intended to rob anyone passing by alone (which unfortunately my dear friend did) and BAM... it happened.

The details? This is what I got from the pre-reconstruction, he met Daliu, he asked for Rp 10.000, Dal said no, and then he asked again, and Dal once again said no, and then he pushed Dal, grabbed his bag, Dal pushed him back and kept his bag with him, then they fought, he put out the knife (which by the way just only a screwdriver, big one), he stabbed Dal, first on the stomach, Dal black out and then fell, he fell also, and when Dal's trying to get up, he mistook it as another attempt to hit him so he practically stabbed Dal once again on the back (bastard!). Yes, Dal fell once again, lost so many blood, and during that moment, he opened up Dal's bag, took the wallet, took another money inside the bag (so he took more or less than Rp 400.000) and then ran away to the FISIP football field, acrossed Pintu Air, and take the bus.

Any other issues?
Uh-huh, the murderer ironically didn't realize that he had killed Dal until the day he got arrested. Ha-ha!

You see, he escaped and ran to Psr.Minggu, so he didn't actually tune on the news on TV. Unfortunately (or is it fortunate?), a month later, he came back to removed the weapon that he buried deep inside the forest (man, my language -_-;), and by the exact moment, the police were patrolling in that area, so they met, said hi to each other, and he got arrested.

Where's the wallet?
He threw it to the lake near 'kawasan tanaman obat' along with the smaller knife (fyi, he always brought 2 weapons)

Interesting fact...
1. All the criminal suspect somehow returned to the TKP
2. They also had sumkinda nostalgical feeling about the weapon they used to commit the crime, so they intentionally kept the thing. For old times' sake, if I may say -_- (go to hell lah)
3. They usually didn't afraid to die, but scared of the possibility for being crippled. So when the gun was pointed on their leg, it usually works for the investigation.
4. The long-haired guy that me and most of my friends suspected months ago as the killer turned out to be just an ordinary person trying to report the crime.
5. I still underestimated the police, since they did nothing but wait for the news from my university's security, but I must admit, the cops do look great when they acted. Imagine, for whole month, they were EVERYWHERE, undercovered as begglar, preman, and pengemis2 ngga jelas berbadan sehat di sekitar hutan UI.
6. For security in my campus, there will be a strict-mechanism-door for small path that connecting UI and the area outside, such as KuTek, KuKel, baRel, and so on. The door will be opened at 5am and will be closed at 9pm. Personally, I didn't mind at all, as long as I could study at the safe place =(
7. The punishment for unintended murder act was approximately 15 years and minimally 12 years.
Lucu juga waktu nanya yang ini =)
Syn : "Hukuman maksimalnya berapa tahun, Pak?"
Pak Acik : "Yaah, 15 tahunlah"
Pak Donny : "Tapi sesuai dengan keinginan Syntia deh, kalo Syntia mintanya mati ya kita bikin mati."
Syn : "Wah, tanya temen2 dulu ya, Pak. Tapi kayanya sih mati kalo nanya mereka."
and we're all laughed, but I secretly wanted it to happen. Bad me!

Tuesday, May 3, 2005


This is part of the unsent testimonial to sum of my friends for varied reason...
Why do I called it unsent? It's because I have no idea where to put it, they don't have any friendster account and 360's testimonial was sucks =D

okay, here we go..


DwL... hah? DwL?? Hehehe, Dian yang ini rada nyebelin kalo lagi adu siapa yang
paling ngga guna di kelompok gue. Ada juga gue, kalee -.-; Plis de!
DwL itu, sejauh yang gue kenal, anaknya lucu sekali, imut2 tapi judes, suka
mukul, suka nyubit, anti ditunjuk pake telunjuk (???) trus suka sependapat
ama gue, fufufu, senangnyaa.. Kalo diinget-inget, dia anaknya ceplas-ceplos,
bahkan suka lebih kacau daripada gue, trus gue suka kalah jutek ama dia, tapi
koq gue doang yaa yang dibilangin jutek? Huhuhu...
DwL ini baik de, suka ngerjain dokumen dengan rajinnya =D (as if) and bisa
bikin puisi xD Yang paling gue inget sekarang tentang dia sih, "Ngga sopan!"
ama "Gila, gue kirain gue doang, bo!" Suka sms-an ama Arnold tapi suka bocorin
sms2nya Arnold juga, kekekeke... *berharap Arnold ngga baca testimonial gue*



Mamad? Lo punya prenster? =D Hehehe, ni orang gue demen banget until he came
up with the ability to turn people upside down with his witty comments =D
He's a nice friend of mine, really nice, I like him a lot (hueks, hueks)
Sumtimes (in the old days) he would actually calling me in the middle of the
night just because I told him to, well, sounds like I'm such a terrible friend,
but no, absolutely not.. I'm fine and kind and nice and friendly and fun to be
with (loh, ini mau nesti siapa sih??) =D Mamad ini at first impression is an
introvert guy, shy and so on lah, but as time goes by, TEET! U're wrong -.-
A big bug if you're asking me, consider that he often called everyone KUTU and
with no shame copycatting my trademark, "I dunno" with a cute tone T_T
He's a nice young fellow who'd like to share stories with me, sumtimes I could
pictures us both sitting in the park (err..) and shared our life stories when
we're apart =) Maybe when we're old... Oh yeah, he's quite annoying and really
tempting to smack him in the face when once I asked him would he invite me
at his wedding day, and he practically said, "No! It depends, whether I'd
still remember you or not." Damn it.. Btw, the only reason I put this
testimonial in English is simply to annoy him, since he can't understand
English as good as I do... huahahahaha, canda, Mad..


Hope sum day I'll be able to post it... *grin*

Monday, May 2, 2005


Kemaren baru nonton the Biography of Stalin and Hitler - The Root of Evil, and that show made me wonder..

They're just unlucky child with an unlucky family to be born with, and with a bad past, and BAM, what a history they created..

Not that I'm their fans or anything -.-;

Yeah, and the most stunning thing about the show was... the way Stalin made a second death to all of his opponents..

He practically erased them from the history, once and for all... Stalin didn't leave anything memorable after he killed his opponents, all the pictures and photos were banished, and the followers of Stalin just removed all the evidents that his enemies were once alive..

What a sick bastard!

Imagine if you're happened to be a member of Stalin's opponents' families and you have no (I repeat, no) trace, not even a single thing, to remind you to them... aga-aga parah..