One writer's block

That is so not true, even when I saw your handwriting on those papers, I still couldn't accept the fact that you actually did it. You divorce me, for crying out loud! What made you think I was quite okay with that??? And here you are, asking for some innocence doubt benefits from me ?! You physchotic, maniac, blood-sucker from other dimension, I never knew why I married you in the first place... ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Jadi berasa lucu kalo ada adegan di atas terjadi di depan mata gue, maybe I'll laugh, dunno, or maybe I'll just went silent and just watch? Oh, sudahlah, just a random thought =( Anyway, kemaren pas bongkar2 lemari buat nyari catatan Alin yang lama, eeh pas ketemu bawaan gue malah nostalgia2 jalam doeloe kala, hiks, saat2 yang menyenangkan, considering gue banyak kegiatan and banyak ngontek2 sana-sini and talking2 to people. Gue bahkan nemu catatan2 kecil yang biasanya dioper-oper di kelas kalo mau 'chatting

First day of the so-called day off and here I am, typing sumtin in the lab, and feel like sharing my thoughts to everyone that reading the blog... tee-hee! =D Batman Begins, not so bad movie after all, I think that's exactly why the producer's willing to spend billion dollars on that one =) Anyway, I appreciate good quotes and the scenario scripts of those popular movies more, such as, "Why do we fall?" --> "So that we can learn how to pick ourselves up again" thingy... Quite deep... Hell, I need to get to work as fast as I could, I'm dying for deadline -__- (talking about deadline, I'm pretty sure there's one particular deadline named 30 June or sumtin, hiyaa...!!!) And, oh, yesterday I re-watch Harry Potter I and oh my, Hermione was a very cute lil bossy girl... aaargh, so small and bushy and so know-it-all... really love that character =D

This is exactly what happened when you have nothing to do a.k.a bored to death while your friends were doing the exam =) Taking up all quizzes =D So far, the results are: - i'm a fun flirty kisser - my IQ is 100 (is it good or is it bad?) - my inner european is Russian - i should've born under the dog year - my biggest sin is ENVY - i like the sweet and shy guy -___-;; - my jap name is Akako Inokuma - I am devilish kinda girl to be continued.. - i am somewhat honest - people see me as a slow and steady person - i'm an experimenting thinking style - my summer love type is open and free - my music taste is adult alternative (whatever that means) - i am 50% left brained, 50% right brained (yea!) - right now i'm in the decent mood (Some ups, some downs, but overall i'm coming out ahead.) - my EQ is 153 (waw!)

Kemaren saking bosennya ndak ada kerjaan, akhirnya sayah memaksa Tjepo untuk nomat and got a treat =D And the lucky movie was Mr. n Mrs.Smith. Honestly speaking, this movie didn't actually come up with a great plot whatsoever, it was quite predictable, but the lil scenes and dialogue turned out to be hillarious =D Ooooh, you know how I love the marriage idea without actually wanting one, SO this one gave me another view of marriage =D They're literally killing and shooting against each other =D And those Pitt-Jolie pairing was so damn HOT, ladies and gentleman, kinda wished they're together >_< Yah, overally filmnya lumayan =) Looking forward to Harry Potter IV, Fantastic Four (the trailer was promising =P wakakakaka, I'm one of those trailer freak!), Ungu Violet, and yah..Batman sih (didn't really interested, anyway) Anyone??

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. --> a/n : Wakakakakakaka.....betul2, jangan biarkan diriku mengira-ngira maksud dan tujuanmu =D Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. --> a/n : Humm, jadi kangen seseorang -___-;; You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. --> a/n : Gila, kuisnya LUTU bener, tau aja dia gue kesengsem ama ide married but not actually WANTING it, gahgahgah In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. --> a/n : Hebat hebat!!! Man, I'm stunned!! What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I made myself write this post as soon as possible. I should've learn sumtin about OSK and yet I still eager to tell you what's really goin on inside my head... Guys, lately I found out that I frequently TALKING TO MYSELF!!! That's horrible, even when I walked alone on the way to campus, I would started saying things like, "How do you spell a refrigerator?" and then I would answered (God, I answered my own question, LITERALLY, for the sake of speaking!) by, "I think it's a refrigerator. Why?". "Well, because it sounds a lil British and surely you knew how I love the British sounds, rite?". "Yeah, kinda..." See? And the dialogue would continue on and on till I arrived at Fasilkom. I took it as a mental sign, a vital one! Help!!! I don't want people to start seeing me as if I'm a nuts =(

Already boring with my campus life, oh-I-have-nothing-to-do-in-here... so I decided to (again) take a pee at deviantArt... and I soon got excited >_< Waw, they even have tatoo design! Speaking of which, once upon a time I remembered I had this weird conversation with my friend about tattoing myself. He didn't really agree with the idea and well... honestly speaking, I'm quite scared of having the idea about it myself.. but I can't help it, tatoo sounds cool.. hehehe.. And if you ask me where should I put the tatoo (if there's any chance), ehem...unlike my pervert friend (mention above) who suggest to put it below the hip at the center of your back (yah, you know lah).. I actually prefer the Sanchai-type =P Between my thumb and my forefinger but not on my palm. (Wadooh, bahasa Inggrisnya punggung tangan apaan sih??) Got the image? Good! Isn't that cool? Wuuoooo >_< *mupeng mode on* And then, I picked some of those tatoo design which I'd love to put it

Fresh from the oven =) Quite a nice days I had... really fun, despite all the Anaperancis thingy and stuff, despite the CIS demo and so on, intinya sih nice... Huaaa... menjelang ujian, saraf2ku terganggu, KP ku masih ngga jelas mau di mana, KTP ku masih ngga jelas status pengurusannya (antara diurus dengan ngga diurus =P), dan semua kerjaan2ku... uohohohoho... Anyhoo, it's becoming a bit frustating browsing at deviantART whole day, reminds me again that I'm not that good =( Crap! Dan lagipula, tadi pas browsing2 layout interface yang lucu2, gue semakin stres dengan kenyataan gue ... have ... no ... skill ... whatsoever ... vector ... icon ... masking ... Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............... adhitaaaaaaaaaaa..... *sob sob*

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