One writer's block

Currently gue lagi sitting down in front of my PC, planning what to do next, well I s'pose to do my office assignment but decided to do it later. Yap, jumat kemaren gue nonton seharian kaya pengangguran ngga ada kerjaan di kamar kost (thx to my latest roommate who has a TV, I am outdated no more =D), I saw this unique-unusual news, which is BINARAGAWAN DEMONSTRASI MENENTANG IPDN. I gotta say that.. it was the very first time I enchanted with some folks doing protest on the street. They sure got sumtin to say, man! "Belajar tu pake ini (sambil nunjukin kepala), bukan pake ini (sambil ngacungin tinju)!" Hmm, I like the message. Kesan yang gue tangkep adalah tu binaragawan-binaragawan nantangin anak2 IPDN kalo mau ngadu otot, sangar-sangar banget sih tampangnya, tapi bodinya... hm.. ngga deh.. Second, kemaren gue ngabisin waktu untuk menemukan teori menarik di Breadtalk. Pria pembuat roti definitely lebih, lebih, amat sangat lebih sensitif than average men. Try to stare a b...

Thanks ya buat yang udah pada nelfon, sms, atau nanyain kabar gue setelah kost gue kemaren kecolongan.. things' so far so good. at least gue lagi nungguin putusan kantor tentang sanksi laptop ilang (which rarely happen), but all of my beloved team were showing their cute lil caring.. they even had a lot more stress than I had.. sampe ke manajer2nya pada ngasi support dan ngga cuman itu, they were kind of stood up for me.. making up stories (which a bit hiperbolic) to the partners.. and uhm... making me laugh.. ~Priceless... Ah, liat putusannya ntar-ntar aja.. atleast gue sekarang yakin sanksi terburuknya bukan masuk penjara >_ Anywaaaaaaaaay..... Forget the bad things.. Betewe ni anak-anak udah mulai scattered ke mana tau yah? Singapore? Portugal? Aussie? German? Hongkong? Batam? Nias? Anywhere else? Terisolasi di kantor bikin gue jadi ketinggalan berita mulu ni.. sapa yang ulang taun, sapa yang married, sapa yang baru jadian.. waduh, mbok saya ini di-update gtu loh...

It's been a very.. extremely... absolutely hell of a week! Tired.. excited.. drop dead.. laugh.. and stressing a lot... mix of feeling in the last couple of days... Hueeee... sampun melas, mas? Itu bahasa apa sih? Gue dah ber-jowo2 gini kalo dah di kantor, enak juga yah logatnya =D atleast lebih make sense daripada logat Batak yang nyebelin itu... Duuu, gmana ni gmana? Should I continue working in this company (assuming I didn't get sack out before my contract period was over)? Kerjanya fun juga considering team gue sarapnya amit-amit.. berasa ngga kerja padahal loadnya tinggi banget.. One moment semuanya tegang ampe berantem satu sama lain, one moment semuanya ngakak bareng-bareng, one moment semuanya saling memaki klien, and one moment kita pada diem tekun ngerjain proyek.. Jarak waktu antara those moments juga dalam hitungan menit... sinting, euy... Tapi masa gue 2 wiken berturut-turut harus ngantor (daaaan lembur)?? I need to have a decent life here... Pulang nyampe kost ja...

Well... for the first time in 3 weeks of working and an hell of overtime night yesterday, I finally got my private moment while the rest of the team were 'fighting' with the client.. hehehe... Here I am, sitting alone in a partner meeting room, temporarily used as my office in the next 3 months, listening to the music, sipping a coffee, and reading an ASP book. Ha! I never realized how I miss my college time and the necessity to read those material books. I mean, I actually enjoy reading that only-god-knows-how-thick the particular ASP.Net Book. Imagine that! During my peaceful reading moment in this room, people are passing by outside my room, and most of them are ‘bule’ =P Not the cute one, but those you can really picture as boss look-alike. Those men are partners of the company, and each of them carries this mystical aura, scream an ‘I’mBusyRightNowAndIhaveBusinessToHandleSoGetYourAssMoveCozIdon’tLikeToSeeYouSittingAroundLikeThat’ right in front of everyone’s face. Hmm… jus...

Blog kuh I miss youuuuuuu.... Tapi seminggu ngga menyentuh dunia maya ternyata ngga segitu jeleknya.. hehehehe... lumayan melepaskan diri dari internet addiction, tapi malah beralih jadi moccachino addict =P Anyway, the real dunia kantoran ternyata bikin kantong kempes... sekaligus ngemat gila-gilaan... Paradoks memang.. tapi itu bener loh, gue jadi hemaaaaaaaaaat banget pas makan siang, dasar gelo, nasi + telur dadar aja 6000 IDR!! Mau jadi apa bangsa ini? Makan saja sulit... Di lain pihak, gue jadi banyak pengeluaran ._. Jadi perlu beli rok, sepatu dan kemeja.. Eeeeuuuh.... Mahluk-mahluk yang gue temui di kantor (til now I only recognize tim gue yang ber-8, sisanya blur T__T) untungnya manusia-manusia sarap, hehehehe... ketawa mulu ngeliatinnya... Mana pada baik-baik... hiks hiks, tapi koq ngga ada yang bisa (dan mau) ngoding yaaa?? Ritual ngantor jadi suka bikin de javu.. koq gue bangun jam segini mulu yah? Tapi koq telat mulu yah? Koq siang-siang ngeliat jendela luar pasti ujan mul...

Is it just me atau emang kemaren majalah dan apa pun yang gue buka sedang mengetengahkan coat??? And boots??? Hahahahaha.. gue ampe bela-belain scan tu gambar-gambar dari majalah Jepang Vivi-entah-apa... cute yah.. di Indo ada jual ngga ya??? Di bawah 300 IDR is preferable... below 200 IDR is even better... Wakakakakaka.... Udah gtu tiba-tiba ada yang namanya Koleksi London Look dari Burberry.. weiitsss... it's all about coat juga.. jadi mupeng... Daaan sepatu cute yang first time ngeliat langsung demen (walo dalam hati tau sampe sejuta tahun pun ngga bakal gue pake) kereeeen.... Okeh, I started to sound like a blonde... seeing things focusing in fashion and etcetera... Huhuhu, mana gue kudu resign dari majalah pula... kapan lagi gue bisa ngedapetin kerjaan yang gue enjoy dan demen, huh? Kapan lagi?? But oh no.. kebutuhan hidup semakin mendesak.. DAMN IT!!! Oh iya... sebenernnya tujuan gue nge-post bukan ini... gue mau ngasi liat ada pose lucu di majalah Jepang yang gue baca...

Sejak mengenal yang namanya MULTIPLY, I'm addicted to finding my own very very old playlist. Songs that were played during my young age.. hahahahaha.. Dan hasilnya rada-rada kacau balau... Kalo dipikir-pikir, musik score itu berat juga ya dengerinnya, hueeks.. kirain easy listening, tapi koq bawaannya jadi serem sendiri kalo didenger di lab malem2 begini.. apalagi OST-nya Bram Stoker's Dracula... yaiks.. Ok, tadi gue mau ngapain yah? Oh iya ngelist lagu yang ada di playlist... 1. Alanis Morisette - That I would be good 2. James Blunt - Tears and Rain 3. Kate Havnevik - Grace 4. Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars 5. Watershed - Indigo Girls 6. Natasha Bedingfield - These Words 7. Brainstorm - Maybe 8. Secret Garden - The Rap (ini soundtracknya iklan Ponds yang cewe2 bejubelan itu loh) 9. Secret Garden - Nocturne 10. Secret Garden - Song from a secret garden 11. Annie Lennox - Love song for a vampire 12. St Philips Choir Boys - For the beauty of the earth 13. St Philips Choir Bo...